Many people who leave authoritarian churches or cultic religious groups find reclaiming their faith to be difficult. You are not alone. Below are some online resources that may help your recovery journey without re-committing to another church.
The Lasting Supper: Pastor David Hayward
Pastor David is a Christian pastor to the fringes of society. As such, his thoughts can resonate with former UBF members, who also tend to live in the margins, outside normal society. The Lasting Supper offers paid memberships and a robust online spiritual community from many backgrounds.
Sky Church Network: one hope, many gifts, no walls
A former UBF member created the Sky Church Network as a private social media platform. The site is free and the community is small, started with a select few Christian pastors and mentors. The website is subsidized by book sales.